I'm on the same sort of lines as you, I don't want to end up spending a large chunk of money on a portfolio of photos if it's not going to get me anywhere. I have spoken to people and luckily I have a friend who is a professional photographer and he is going to give me a great deal to help kick-start my modeling career. He and other said to me, the money you spend is part of the risk you have to take, you may loose £300 or so from your pocket although you may through modeling re-gain that + more which would be brilliant, but that's all part of the risk that you, I and others like us have to take.

Personally I think you have potential you have a nicely shaped face with good bone structure and clear skin as well as those stunning eyes.

If you really want this that much then go for it, no matter what your response is whether it is good or bad. Keep going, keep fighting and get to where you want to be.

Good Luck!

- Ash